it takes on a whole new meaning when you get back to where you begin. relapse. maybe its just the fucking hormones, but im feeling like a fool.
suddenly everyone is with a woe. suddenly everyone needs sympathy. suddenly, everyone needs help.
everything comes in and little trickles out. for i am that. *laughs*
for so long this has been the way. for so long i had seen. but i did nothing. but this much i can fucking take.
i dont need to be anyone's doormat no longer.
i dont need to play bad and be nice under the shadows.
i dont need to keep living dreams with my eyes wide open.
i dont want to be bothered and bother being judged no more.
to hell with me caring....fuck you all! i'll just take a seat and watch this time around. thankyouverymuch.
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i'm sorry ma'am, but your insurance policy doesn't have the "fuck off" option, but i'm sure you can pay RM35.00 for that option.
It's either that, or you can call richard for help. *laughs*
P.S. it is not certain to as whether he will be available for consult 24/7 but do leave a message:)
=P
xenac said...
February 3, 2008 at 7:29 PM
so you were serious when you say you'll find ways to comment somehow or rather? *laughs*
muse said...
February 4, 2008 at 12:14 AM