It was one of those days where I woke feeling underachieved, unmotivated, ugly and most unhealthy.
In essence, I woke feeling like clicking refresh. hoping to see some new changes in things around you.
I would wait to see if my hair is growing long and straight in pure lustrous ebony.
I'll check myself in the mirror to see if I lost a couple of pounds, twirling a pirouette oh so perfect and can make a professional ballerina go pfft.
Then I'll open the door and hope to see my balcony overlooking the azure blue ocean and awesome wind frolicking my hair.
Yes it is one of those days you wake thinking why not me?
But yeah, that's just me all over and over ranting periodically over the inapparent inadequacy when there's a whole lot others who deserve more rant-time than I do.
Heh. I'm ranting over the fact I'm ranting. Like wtf right? I know.
Life at current
(Morning)
mostly I am still in bed.
or I'll be in the wards tagging my role models.
-I am still wondering how I end up there-
or I'll lie in bed awake
(Afternoon)
usually my day begin in the afternoon
when the room's too hot to just lie in bed doing nothing
when the room just get too choked up
that's when I get up to ransack the kitchen
and cook something up
or I'll just whip out my comfort food and watch sex and the city on his mac
long naps do happen occasionally
or coffeebean/starbucks might get a visit from me while I get on my tumblr addiction
(Night)
my day begins
usually my first meal starts here
-evenings, not night-
work
reading
writing
typing
talking
more more eating
Heading out perhaps?
and sleep comes at 3-4 am only
how unhygienic can I get?
So yeah, what were the changes I would like to add?
- Wake and start jogging in the morn before class EVERYDAY ('cept for weekends)
- Add my blended fruits regime back in my diet. Mebbe slot in in during lunch.
- Cook more. I love cooking. It's my panacea. I probably had mentioned this over and ocer but this is an over-and-over post.
- More in-house exercise! (sneak up nerf attack) It always leave me breathless after each 15 minutes session. And such great contentment *grins*
- Dedicate a section off to managing my moleskine and scrapbook and crafty thingy.
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