Muse

i just love this image. its so provocative i cant stop staring at it. it exudes mockery and a certain tinge of of cynicism just the way i like my art to be. not all those mary-poppin-happy pictures.

and i concur, that i like the unhappy being and the essence of melancholy. she said i like being in pain. he said i like inflicting pain. i wonder if i even like pain? perhaps a certain kind of pain.

but i do agree on the part where i like torturing myself. like doing my slides and assignments at the very last minute. i preach on self love and im killing myself overtime.

ironic? very.